the past never stops following you..and the future nevr gets brighter. however hard u try to see the sun it never comes to this part of the horizon.it does not wants to bless this barren long forgotten place.
the more u try to achieve the more ur fears get to you. the more u try to get rid of them the more they engulf you.
it all doesn happen quick but slowly it comes...and comes for sure. its never late it never fails. its like poison acts slowly on you...happy u are at one momment..and suddenly but slowly the pain gets to u..the poison gushes through ur veins but its effects are slow..killing u each momment bit by bit...so there is no chance to come back...to recover.
and before u realise u are poisoned its too late.
please don feel sorry...its not killing a good humble person...killing someone who is like an ivy...looks good on ur garden initially but later is a nuisance. only once u get to know her u would understand. there is such hate and darkness in her heart ...she cant love anyone...she cant even feel anything..always lost in her own world.
she had forgotten how poisonous this beautifull feelilng can be....strips u off slowly and then suddenly u are naked, naive and vulnerable....exposed like this to pay for all ur wrong doings..pay for the bad person u are. pay for ur anger pay for ur loathe and the list is endless....these realisations are not new..everytime she thinks she has her knight in shining armour. she dreams ...dremas tht are not for her..forgetting that the knight actually comes with a sword a blunt one....tears her apart...bringing out all the evil in her...making her live her hell again..her hell which she fails to mask! her hell which she brings upon her knight...her hell which makes her knight realise- he should bring her back to reality..bring her back to where she belongs..what she deserves. she deserves no happiness..none at all..she is very dangerous...toxic and has a flammable temper which could kill anyone.
she should hide somewhere where she could do no harm. she should be locked up somewhere where there is no return..and do u think such a land exists..yes it does..the kingdom of loneliness where no one harms anyone..jus themselves...where they realise they ve been poisoned. for good never to return!
