My current status....LOL!!!

He has been wantin it from the time he found out it exists. With time the desire to posses it grew...not defining any boundaries.

And now finally when he got what he wanted, he doesn want it at all. He wants to kill its existence in his life.

HoLi Hai!!!!!

Everyone’s…lazily sitting in the hostel…no one wants to play today. So I go blast rang barse bheege chunar waali on DaZe’s system loud enough to shake the whole corridor. And I see some spirit rising,
Exchanges of sms with the girls from the other block…what time do we color everybody!!!!???Now tht helped. Everyones deciding what do we wear…so .my pal MissT comes up with this brilliant idea of clearing her stock of t-shirts (coll-fest tees) plenty for the 9 of us!!
So here we are all dressed …ready for the kill!!! Plenty of color in hand…any shade you ask we girls got it…. from disgustingly PINK to dirty ORRANGE.
And now somebody pushed the panic button….”your hair gets ruined, oil it”. God no ones got hair oil…how sad can we get…I emptied my horrible smelling jaborandi …PoPsI s the saviour…”here s parachute ppl”.
All set but we still not going??…All busy posing for videos n snaps. The rAm inaugurates her digicam today n Ck doing a good job taping all of us…like DaZe calls it…Kodak moments…never miss em! . Last holi together, Ok lets not get senti and all…. so what are we waiting for…photu khatam…video khatam…lets hit it!!!
We enter the b.ball court n there are showers from all directions…. mugs, buckets, bottles, dustbin…. anything that holds water. God what a sight…holi is surely colorful this year except that we are all struggling to open our color packets…coloring anyone n everyone possible. (It might not sound like so much fun rite now…but trust me once you are down here you ll know what its like). Gear n me rocking like always…yelling crazily like we lost our minds!!!
Camphor’s all yellow green and blue…. drenched too. And MiG20 everyone loves coloring her…. she s probably got the worse colors on her. Poor girl she s must work hard on scrubbing them off.
The mess wash is where the waters coming from …every soul present there is dripping with colored H2O…. oh! Here we run …warden is here yelling in Tamil like she always does…. fun spoiler!!!
Doesn’t matter much actually we all gather together MiG20 is splashing the dirty water on the court …she is even using it on ppl’s face. God if they find out she s surely dead.n now we have this bright idea of givin holi bumps to our beloved missT. Poor soul …she is always the victim…n the crowd here…everyone starts doing the same …miserable souls…cant they think of their own idea!!
That’s it! . Our holi ends we run back in so we get the bathrooms spick and span. Another session here …the SUPERVISOR is here ppl run!!

There is this bright white light and I cant glare back at it….my eyes hurt. But am glad I finally made it…. I made my way to it.
The darkness that was my abode for the past few months has been discarded. The CAPSID is no longer required.

i love sports...guess this would be the zillionth time i am sayin it.

past two days have been really action packed!!! girls football, finally after tryin for two years we now have it in my coll...good response down here. must have had atleast 20 girls on the field the other day.

we are startin with regular B.ball practice too...every week matches based on years...finally we girls will be addin some kinda spark in our dead monotonous life here.

my coll is so full of MCP's (male chauvenistic pig).
if we girls don fare at intercoll level...they mock!!!
n if we make an effort to play like i ve inititaed they make fun ...callin our games bad...c'mon if we don play when are we goin to learn ...all they have to say is ...anyways its girls n what can they...
hmmm most men here...god they get on my nerves.
anythin out of the way a girl does. she is called names.
the same thing a guy does..he ' s great..MACHO n STUDS are the terms tht are goin to be used for them.
huh!!!
n the management ...they are the gods here who think all northindian women are bad!!!
if a guy talks to a girl out in public ...she s gonna get pregnant. what do we tell her folks!!
lots of security guards in and ard the coll but all worthless
a guy doesn wear his id ...security says nothin ..he s scared coz the guy throws him a volley of verbal abuses n he shuts up.

whereas for a girl ...he looks at her bosom to check whether she s wearin one or not ..n then treats her like she has no selfrespect...they hv got it from most of my friends....

n eavesteasin in my coll...god don ask ..u cross a group of these arts school tamil guys n you know they are commentin on you...its their cheap laugh which makes it very evident.

sad coll. dunno when will a revolution come up n change all this...

this blog has come up bcoz of an impulsive reaction ....seems very messy ...bear with it.
thanks..crashed

chicken

i like to write...jus anything....earlier i used to get the flow when i had a pen in my hand and i could keep nibblin at its end....but now sittin in front of a system somehow lets me open my ends n let my words flow....

to day i m goin to write about CHICKEN!!!

BIRD FLU....god why did it have to happen!!!
i cant survive without it man...three weeks n only mutton n fish...these mess ppl ruin tht also.
nowadays,when we sit in class all we think of is food...food as in chicken.
ok am bored writin abt this now...see what this thing does to you
its one pathetic blog am goin to publish ...but atleast this time am talkin abt chicken n not me!!

arghhhhhh!!!!!

how more careless can i get ..lost my atm today...why is my life gettin so miserable...three days back i get bashed on the court . n now i have these horrible ugly wounds which aren healin...i cant wear pants for another week ..god!!!..n the basketball imprints on my left cheek, looks like somebody punched me bad...why am i deprived of writin nice stuff on my blog!!!i hate myself ....rite now i really do!!