My Knight in Shining Armor

From the moment a little girl understands a fairytale she wants to be Cinderella waiting for her prince charming to come and rescue her. We all want to live this fairytale, thinking someday-someday my knight in shining armor would arrive.

Huh!! It actually happens for the lucky ones!! I sure envy them.

I dream like that too. But alas those dreams remain as such. I almost live them and that’s when I have to pinch myself wakeup to come back to reality. Ouch! Girl it’s not like it seems. Everybody wants to be loved, to be cared for, to be that someone special, to mean the world to someone, my question is does that someone feel the same too. so many ppl have loved me but I failed to see it. I refused to let them enter into my life. I deprived them of me. But was that wrong I cant let everyone enter my life. Everyone can’t be my prince charming!! But will I ever be someone special for the one I love. For the one who I want to be my knight in shining armor. He came into my world as a friend. He took things differently took them somewhere, where I would have needed all my faith to have come back. And when I gave him the chance he did not want it. He wants me to be there as a friend. Why do ppl take you to heights and drop u so hard from there and they don even look back at you. Not bothering would u recover it.

Someone told me let love happen to you until u have enough of it. Every time it happens it strikes me so bad that when I have to bounce back I have to really fight hard. No doubt I have learnt to come back. But I cry I get depressed, I m an emotional fool I cant help it. I don’t know why. Sweet nothings give me immense joy n tiniest of tiny things make me cry.
This time I let it happen to me again not bothering abt what consequences I ll have to bear. And he’s done it to me. Like everybody else. N he hates being compared. I can’t help but compare. Cuz in the end they are all the same.