Friday, November 03, 2006

The flavors of life!!!

Few hrs back somethin very small happened but i cant seem to get it off my head. Its irritatin me...and am reatless. Its not the first time tht this is happenin. Small unimportant things have so much of a major impact on my life. I try not to give time to thought like these...but we have this wicked thing called the BRAIN, and it never stops thinkin.

We are suppose to learn from our mistakes. I dunno when will I?
why does SIN taste so sweet???

There are things in the back of my head, and i know they are true and i shouldn be doing it. But then somethin tht u aren suppose to have, is what u want the most.
I guess tht is where Adam n Eve couldn resist the Apple. Its in our Nature. I dunno how few ppl live their life so perfect no flaws at all. Nothin that they wud regret. I wish i could be like them. Have full control over myself, my actions, my way of dealing with ppl. Jus few shortcomings of mine and i screw up so major. if i happen to have more, my life would have been in an irrepairable mess. Thank god i ain there yet.

I know i am emotional and I always let ppl take advantage of. I get close to them way too much, givin too much and ultimately i am the loser ..i am the one who s hurt majorly and fucked up in the head.

anyways this blog makes me realise a lot. Probably i won think of it anymore and not give a damn, not let ppl hurt me. i am sick of everyone treatin me the same.

so my life s flavor will have to change ....what about yours??

4 Comments:

Blogger Aesa said...

wat happened? though i think i know...

10:00 PM  
Blogger haz said...

aesa:

i expected too much out of nothin!!!....but i spoke in the evenin later n cleared out things...lot better now!!...will tell u more when we chat

5:57 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Haylooo...

So life gives another blow...gud :o)
Learn from your mistakes...atleast try to...and read IF by Rudyard Kipling :o)

Take Care

11:58 PM  
Blogger haz said...

its on the wall of my room dumps..didn help!!..duh..am so sad!!

3:46 AM  

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