my valentine
Today is Valentines Day....sounds like fun for everyone...doesn it???
well i jus relished a softy...n am down here to write what i did today....pretty borin it was...except tht i went down to play tennis in the evenin! My game s impoved a lot...cheers for me!!!
i made gulab jamuns for my ex...have sent them through a friend...we haven even wished each other...hope he ll appreciate n not get offended.
he doesn give a damn about me...n i don give up here. i ve bcum spineless..is what ppl say...all my life ppl have been wooing me..its my turn this time...i cant help it..i love him too much i guess...givin in a lot n tryin not to expect...ppl temme not to be a doormat..coz they think he doesn deserve me...but am i good enuf to deserve somebody better i dunno??/ still findin out...workin on my weaknesses but sometimes i feel like tearin myself apart ....bcum very restless...tryim hard to work on PATIENCE....yes thats key word for me
haven wished my good pal too...was thinkin he would do...i gotta let go of my ego for others too..
i ll give him a call n wish him...saw him with his gal today..n we jus waved n walked past...
the scene was so diff 2 months...things change with time i guess...n we gotta learn to take changes well...oe person i was so dependent on jus dissappeared
god!!! am gonna STOP CRIBBIN
there were nice things too.....camphor gave me a chocolate
thanks a ton!!!
a lot of ppl atleast cared to wish....aesa babe i love you too...hope u havin fun with ansh today
n i played well tht completes it alll....hopefully somethin later in the night won get screwed up by me!!!
posted by haz at 5:34 AM
5 Comments:
happy valentines day...
http://me-myspace.blogspot.com/2005/12/love-is-unconditional-heard-of.html
just a viewpoint
u mentioned in my blog...."Get a girl u will know" ...underline "u will know"
that means I select a girl and it can never be that I see or hear someone and suddenly I fall in love. There is a covert process of selection that happens
I am not denying the fact of it being a special feeling but all i am saying is we think, select and evaluate and then fall in love. We do choose our love...that is what happens in most cases... again a viewpoint :)
ok read that wrongly...
Anyway this debate would go on and on...
thanks for the reply
babe!!!!
missed u!
Listen, love.
If you think it is right to wait, then wait. Whatever it is, all I can say is that I'll do my damnest to be there for you.
I do think that a relationship should e between equals. I believe that he is not good enough for you, but that is only becuase of what I feel about you, don't you understand?
But in the end, every decision to be made must be made by you, and not me. An all a friend can do for that is to be there for you.
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